How long, O Lord? Will You forget me forever? How long will You hide Your face from me? How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart daily? How long will my enemy be exalted over me? Consider and hear me, O Lord my God; Enlighten my eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death; Lest my me enemy say, “I have prevailed against him”; lest those who trouble me rejoice when I am moved. But I have trusted in Your mercy; my heart shall rejoice in Your salvation. I will sing to the Lord, because He has dealt bountifully with me. (Psalm 13)
Have you ever had the feeling that God has forgotten you? David had come to that point to pen this Psalm, feeling that God had long withdrawn Himself from his presence. David would come into King Saul’s court and play the harp for him, even after he had been anointed as the next king. After numerous attempts on his life by the king, He finally fled from the presence of Saul (1 Samuel 21:15-22) to the cave of Adullam. Then there is a space of an unknown duration of time. David is completely alone except for his fears and troubles, which followed him into the cave.
As a believer, regardless of the extent of our spiritual maturity, it’s possible to reach low points in our life where we actually feel that everyone—even God—has abandoned us. David had a very close relationship with God, so much so that he was the apple of His eye (Psalm 17:8). And yet, he was having this terrible cave experience. Notice how he did not try to hide his feelings, nor, do we see him complaining to others about his state. Instead, he cries out to God alone with complete honesty about being weak, failing, and being troubled. He had hit rock bottom! Do you feel like you’re in that cave right now, that pit of despair? Like David you are right where God wants you, and as you hit rock bottom, you need to realize that you’re not alone. Because at the bottom is the Rock. David realized that, and saw that he could only trust in the salvation of the Lord, not himself or anybody else. The turning point for David was when he cried out to God in prayer. We must remember that when we are in our own caves of despair. Rise above the downward pull of all your emotions and look up and talk to the Lord, for He has not abandoned you! Ask Him to consider and hear you, and to enlighten your eyes. Trust in His salvation! Remember this, to feel abandoned means once we were not.
Dale LaFrance (please look up Psalm 34:8)